my life , my stories

2009-04-10T10:37:00.002+08:00

yeah ! reach my 50th post lerhhs ((:

lols anyways sian tml night got church til sunday morning ,
dunno gonna burn how much ciggs =.=

lols (:
anyways , long time bo post le ...
haiis
things changed so much .

To: C---l--e,
dun worry lahhs !
i not joking about the things i told u (:

been drinking and not going to school for a few days lerhhs .
think i gonna get suspend ..
hais sian sec 4 suspend damn sot =.=
nevermind ..
i gonna start studying !
hahas although it sounds fake but really ...

To:ryan
sorry ,
i know i very long never contact u ...
just that maybe been stressed this few days ...
but dun worry i will contact u soon (:

wo zuo le yi ge jue ding ,
na jiu shi ai shang le ni ,
bu dui qi ,
xie xie ni gei wo de yi qie ...
wo zhi xiang kao shu ni ,
woaini (:

2009-03-08T23:45:00.007+08:00

The best things that ever happened to me is knowing them =D
Brothers that are real , keeps in the heart .=D
those who keeps it in the mouth normally drools it out when they sleep =D

hahas dunno why suddenly wanna post these =D

this is taken during wai leong's birthday last year ! 05/08/08

This is taken when i just bought my green w580i 05/04/08

This is taken recently only =D although maybe some of u

may not like him , but he is one of my best brothers ! =D

01/03/09

This is taken on the bus when we going out last year ! =D16-07-08

This is taken last year when we going to buy smt together !

10-05-09!

thats all =D

i also dunno why i will suddenly reminded of everything good tat happen between us =D

but i really cherish u all =D

brothers forever !

from the bottom of my heart ! =D

2009-03-08T22:50:00.003+08:00

hmms came back from jing yi chalet le =D

good and bad things happen .
hmms .
but everything always end with a happy ending .
very tiring .
lols i lost around $20 bahs ?
lols nevermind chalet play shuang only .
=D

i hate that couple fuck no need say who
see this post can come find me .
fuck ,
ppl chalet u all at inside quarrel nevermind ,
make owner like dunno wad to do ,
i know i also got quarrel ,
but at least have the courtesy to quarrel outside right ?
den fuck , 2nd night owner sick u all fight for bed ?
she sleep on floor ?
zzz where ur liang xin sia ?
aiya i dunno lahhs .
i have to say this to wake u all up ,
tai guo fen le bah ?
everyone can sleep on floor u all cant ?
zzz bo wei gong .

To jingyi:
eh paiseh really didnt mean to quarrel there .
if u're not happy about my post ,
tell me i edit .
hope never ruin ur chalet .

To kelvin tor : thanks =DD

To Dickson , Gifferson and jordon :
thanks for pei-ing me =D

To Dickson :
thanks for walking all the way to escape to find me ,
but tell u there's a shortcut ,
anyways thanks , and i will forget wad u told me at escape ,
wherther if it is real or fake .
=D brothers forever =D

To Joseph :
sorry for the unreasonable things if u angry .
but since the truth is out now and sua
i dun wan say much ,
hope we dun quarrel again ,
thats the best i can say =D

thats all readers =D
will post others soon .

2009-03-05T23:29:00.005+08:00

yay my internet fixed liao !
the new internet so hard to fix larhs !
lols =DDDD

alrights i am in a super happy mood today !
firstly i untied a super big xin jie tat i have never been able to untie =DD
cant say wad it is first =D
so happy ...
although there's still some feelings , but it will disappear in no time =D
i am so happy for my brother ! =DDD
he and me always gum .
but today we have a super uber lame quarrel lahhs !
but nevermind liaos =DDD
everything happen and past ,
we await the future and my winnie the pooh !
=DDD
i am very happy for them !
aiya u all dunno wad is happening so u all read le sure blur blur =D
no matter wad i am very fang xin ,
and i give them my blessing =D

To my particular brother: take care =D no matter wad happen brothers eh ? =D take good care of ---------- =DDDD

To her: take care leh ! dun bully him arhhs ! but if he bully u tell me xDD . lols =DD

To them : DONT CB HAPPY HAPPY FORGET MY POOH BEAR ! MY BIG BED IS VERY EMPTY ! =D DUN BARGAIN EACH GIVE ONE !

woots super happy !

tml going to jingyi chalet ...
i wanna win money ! =D
yay !

tags replied !

BONA-Cheryl : who ask u every song also know ! lols =D

BONA-Kevin: u den freak ! =D

BONA-Pei Yun: how would i know ? lols =D i east view secondary before is tampines north primary

BONA-Amanda:hi:)

BONA-HuiHui: wah everytime relink wait arhhs later ! lols

BONA-bird:no problem sorry for the super long delay !

BONA-CHERYL.- which cheryl are u ? anyways happy valentine day =D

thats all =DDD
will post after the chalet ! bye !

2009-02-17T11:04:00.002+08:00

yesterday went to teo heng with jordon , ryan and cheryl
nbcb jordon press the cai hong total 5,6 times
so nice meh ? lols
i canccel 1 or 2 =D
lols .
he got angry ..
THEN WORST
every song cheryl also know how to sing .
i am never going to sing with her again !
lols

nothing much to post ..
tml is BFL 2nd anniversary ..
hope everything shun li =D

2009-02-12T21:54:00.003+08:00

Alrights in action of saving my blog ,
all tags replied and all relinks , linked all done

....

To bird: link liao lahs !!

To JNPY: relinked !

To xiaogary: thanks i will choose the right road to walk =D

To huihui: relinked !

2009-02-11T19:10:00.003+08:00

I NEED TO SAVE MY BLOG ...
ITS DYING !!!

LOLS
okays anyways
recently just bought specs ...
not used to it ..
now got like double vision
keep saying the specs shape but never wear lols >.<

okays
today went to semakau and Tuas Incinretor Plant (shall call it TIP)
the TIP got 1 part damn stink ...
den after tat got watch them do the shitty things ...
den after tat go eat ... knn fucking no appetite lahhs !
never eat ..
bought my favourite sugee !
lols . nevermind =D

den go to marina pier
headed to a 30-40mins boat ride to semakau LandFill
damn giddy sia fuck !
play some ban luck and play stress =D
den the express students from 404
... they are damn fucked up ...
reach le they purposely slowly go up
just because there is a this big gap
"-gap-gap-gap-gap-gap-gap-gap-gap-gap-gap-gap-gap-gap-gap-gap-gap-gap-gap-"
in actuall size . den they slowly slowly .
ehhs fuck lahhs we like inside cabin giddy giddy
almost the whole 403 was giddy ...
they still slowly fuck them lahhs !
nvm my feets stood onto semakau !

den i saw my xiao shu .
lols talk to him ...
view all the nice scenic places there ...
omg cant belive they could bury our rubbish below and make the island SO SO SO BEAUTIFUL !
anyways ...
fun moments always pass fast !
soon it was time to go ...
den we took the long boat ride back ..
but den the wind was strong
so on the boat i and sk was spitting saliva,
let the wind blow and kena ppl ! lols
anyways soon reach school .

2009-01-05T21:59:00.002+08:00

today went school =DD
decided not to slack so much le .
haiis hard to say .
alrights anyways today everything quite shun li .
i got a very jiao hair cut .
dunno now wan cut botak or not lehhs .
but enjoyed school today =DDD

2008-12-28T00:19:00.003+08:00

wahhs my blog is dying !!

lols
ps ppl so long never blog liaos .
recently met up with nicolas they all but only a while cuz need to go off .
den yesterday met dickson . haiis .
this few days spent alot of time at home .
kevin they all come my hse meet me
anyways get into the point more ppl interested .

chirstmas's eve = spent at home with family and kevin they all .
cuz my sis and mum they all knows them and are okay with them =DD
4+ my dad came back half drunk spoke to us
a very heart to heart talk abt pai kia .
shock that he would do so .
but he told us , pai kia is a no turning back rd .
which i think is true cuz when u all changed
ppl think u all step one lahhs .
but i dunno .
he said if we wan walk pai kia rd he won fan dui ,
just think properly .
which i seriously agreed lahhs .
anyways i feel wad he said was really true .
DDD;

sian .
dunno school start how lehhs . like starting really soon .
anyways havent tot of whr to go for count down .
maybe really go count down party at marina ?
see first bahhs =D

to jordon : dun so stressed lahhs . =DDD
look on the bright side of everything .
and wad u told me when u were drunk ,
i will remember . promised will not treat u so bad le lahhs =X

to all of u (u all involved will know who lahhs) :
dunno wan in or not lehhs .
cuz i really scared the thing i told u all before .
but if it is my dad intro de .
i think it will be fine .
i hope so ?
i dunno lahhs .

2008-12-10T23:19:00.002+08:00

today go clean things den sprain my back .

sian den go out with jordon they all go josh's shop slack .

as usual da bao started bombing . lols =D

anyways . i lazy post the chalet photo wan see go kevin or huihui blog .

bye =D

2008-12-05T23:58:00.002+08:00

=DDDD
just came back from parry's chalet .
last night xin chye come to find us .
so long never see him =DD he looks good
but still as guai lan DDDD;
den when i sending him off
knn i see fah dong and a dog . and 1 bitch running . fucked up
wan play my brother is it ?
knn wan do thing dun need so buay swee .
dun like say dun like .
u wont understand 1 day u kena u will understand .
anyways
the chalet was fun .
=DDD
thanks parry and his mum

i wan to say to my mum :...
thanks for giving me money and giving the trust =DD

2008-11-26T11:20:00.002+08:00

ytd go meet ryan they all at 9 + ?

den slack at ehub

den nth much to do .

as the rest left ,

me ryan and huisian go prawning .

for ur info prawning is catching prawns .

takes lotsa of patience .

everybody catch until we dont have

i go plp a while den learn how to catch le .

when time gg up we caught 2 . my one v.big

den the uncle and next door de give us alot of prawns .

den the uncle bbq give us eat .

very fresh and nice .

i dun have photos now . maybe later get le i post up :DDDDDDDD

2008-11-25T00:10:00.002+08:00

22th november

went to vivo . had fun , joy and sadness .

but on the bus 10 back ,

sibei gey yan ,

at there all sing loud loud . lols

okays , at vivo ,

at first wan watch movie ,

but at the end went to walk walk first .

den javier come meet us

den go eat superdog .

den after tat walk walk ,

went to hiagan daiz

den eat some stupid brownie explosion .

all kup de =.=

lols den walk abit more ,

went to take bus ,

chiong 1 stupid road filled with cars .

den on the bus we sang loudly lols

den ton at Lester house ...

den

next morning ,

went to sentosa with his mom and my godmother (his mom's friend)

den had fun and went back thanks to the stupid rain .

play skytrain and luge ,

his mum treat me play (:

den went back eat le ,

den ton with ryan cuz he free man (:

den next morning which is today ,

went home bath den meet kevin , cheryl and parry ,

go lavender pei cheryl make passport . lols

okays tats all for this few days , (:

will blog again .

bye (:

2008-11-20T15:36:00.002+08:00

The person who pass me this :Kevin
2. The relationship between me and him , hiadikias (:
3. Your expression of her :Buay gekgao , good and plp !! (:
4. The most memorable thing he had done for you : stand with me at a 2:20ppl taiji
5. The most memorable thing he had said/done to you : quarrel with his friends .
6. If he becomes your lover , will you want ?i am straight ! (:
7. If he becomes your lover , things that he need to improve on :i already said i am straight !
8. If he becomes your enemy , how ? will cry =X
9. If he become your enemy , what could be the reason ?my unreasonable .
10. The most desired thing you wanna do with he : blow out 'O' but he cant xD
11. Your overall impression of him : Joking, sometimes xiaoqi (cuz no mood) , when he high u cry(:
12. How do you think people around you feel for you ?irritated ?
13. The character that I love about myself ? nothing ?
14. On the contrary , what about the character I hate about myself ?GUAI LAN !! =(
15. The most ideal person you wanna be : not-guai-lan-person
16. For people that love, care & concern for you , say something to them : Thanks ~ (;

17. Pass this quiz to 10 of you friends that you want to know how they think of you :
1>XiaoGary:D
2>Jingyi
3>Meiyee
4>Cheryl
5>Ryan
6>Parry
7>Cassandra
8>Huisian
9>Vannesa
10>Huihui
18. Who is #6 having relationship with ? single xD
19. #9 is male / female ?Female.
20. If #7 & #10 is together , will it be a good thing ? i think they not less lahhs =P
21. What is #2 studying about ? F&N lahhs . =.= my class
22. When is the last time you speak to #3 ? v.long le , before sch close 1 wk
23. What kind of music band #8 like ? meng zai ya lehhs ?
24. Does #1 have any siblings ?Yes 1 brother
25. Will you woo #3 ?She belong to my good friend (:
26. How bout #7 ? Got stead liaos xD
27. Is #4 single ?Yes??
28. Whats #5 surname ?Ng.
29. Whats the hobby of #10 ?Swimminq,blogshopping (:
30. Does #5 & #9 get along well ? Gans jie and di (:
31. Where is #2 studying at ?East view Secondary School.
32. Talk something casually bout #1 : Guailan but v.hao (:
33. Have you tried developing feelings for #6 ?Got shootkia & zjl feelings (:
34. Where does #9 lives at ?450A
35. What color does #4 like ? Black .
36. Are #1 & #5 good friends ?No, dun really know each other
37. Is #7 the sexiest person in the world ? NO !! xD
38. Whats #6 doing now ? on the phone me lols

2008-11-16T20:17:00.003+08:00

thursday

go to safra meet them . psps i was late . fell asleep . they started playing first . i heard of the bastard things go call joey come den say my name right ? just fuck off bitch no one wans u to come . anyways tio taiji with some malays cuz they lost psp den i just come down they dunno say kevin or joey gan one , cuz they 2 got big bag . zzz den i ask them they say never , so i trust them lahhs . den wait wait wait want to let security come up check our bags dun have . wtf . nevermind den the pool shop uncle tell us can go liaos sua liaos . okays nevermind so we left . went to look for ryan at the coastas sands pasir ris . slack by the pool . until around 12 plus parry they all wan go home . so parry cheryl lester and the bitch was sent home by lester mom .

den me and kevin decided pei ryan . we walk to interchange get wad we wanted and headed back to the chalet . we ate slack and talk talk with the ppl den until 4+ they tired wan go up rest but den i dun wan sleep so went for a stick . den the ppl downstairs talk to me . den i ask them got jobs den they told me abt the thing .... i have decided into going into business (:

lalalalas

friday

we in the afternoon 3+ wake up

drag until 4+ den left .

den went home bath and changed

and came out .

met ryan at inter .

was late , lols

nevermind den look for my mum

and everything den go to tmart .

met cheryl , kevin and 1 auntie at there .

went up to the party .

the buffet was ...bao jia !!

nevermind . den lester seemed very happy .

den we never get anything for him so went downstairs see wad he wan den get for him .

but he wanted nothing .

den he saw party poppers and bomb bags .

so we bought those and party spray .

play play drink drink heard bastardy things

time pass ~

so saw randy huisian fah tong and michelle come up

wtf ?

nevermind .

at first they go room ,

on aircon ,

drink beer drink a lot ,

den after that ,

lock door .

den when lester mother wan go check ,

the door was locked . so buay zi dong .

nevermind sua

den hor in the middle of night alot of thing happened .

luckily lester enjoyed his bday before they came . \

zzz anyways ,

happy birthday lester ! (:

2008-11-07T01:00:00.003+08:00

to ryan :

the moment we were handcuffed together ,

i knew we would be brothers forever.

although i irritated u at times ,

u dunno why not angry .

when i disturb u ,

u always gave me the cute look (:

ryan ,

u are a true hia di kia .

the word to describe u is hia di enough .

ever since u started slacking with us ,

u seemed to have quarreled with ur other friends .

but when i asked u for ur honest answer ,

if u ever regretted following us ,

ur answer always would be a big NO (;

i was really touched .

although i have known u for less den a month ,

but i feel this time ,

is enough .

we been through quite a number of things .

(: i belive u wont leave me when i need u .

Hia di yi bei zi . (:

dun forget our dragon de yue ding .

u and me (:

each one dragon , on our thighs (:

2008-11-04T15:38:00.003+08:00

   different pose (:
   this is esplanade take one .
   1st night , i acting sleep (:
   me , ryan and kevin (: HDK
   jordon playing pool (:
   me and kevin (:

i just reach , eating some snacks (:

jordon and kevin (:

this few days have been sort of enjoying myself .

haiis

friday go watch movie with kevin , huisian , cheryl lian & tng and ryan

den watch finish nth much to do ,

go slack at 450 ,

tng went home ,

den lian answered call from her dad saying got chalet .

we went and ton . quite alot of laobueys !

nevermind .

den had fun with her 2 brothers .

play until 4+ go sleep .

den wake up morning liaos

her father drive us go eat breakfast den go home .

at night we went chalet again but with jordon without huisian .

den went to their friend pub ,

drank alot ! lols (:

drink until 4+ go eat breakfast at changi

den go back chalet .

at chalet all sleep .

den was supposed to go work at 9

but jordon drunk den i also tired

sleep until 9 ++

reach there 10.15

lols

the boss got a asistant sibei step big .

zzz

nevermind , firing us is ur loss .

lols

next day went fishing .

go changi fish .

fish until 10+

go kevin house ton .

lols abit fun lahhs at his house

but quite comfortable .

den morning i go home changed and bath den night

we went geylang eat durian ,

the prostitute there keep on trying to hook me and jordon .

zzz

nevermind .

eat finish go back . den go simei

wanted to go home but kevin damn shag cuz of 1 girl .

nevermind

i pei him , he wan drink i pei him .

go ryan house drink ...

den help him wash toilet until 4+ fell asleep .

zzz

nevermind .

sleep until morning see kevin's sms .

ryan tell him ,

bought breakfast for us . good sia him !

just reach him after everything !

some photos at the pub (:

2008-10-28T09:19:00.002+08:00

to jordon :

Jordon, i felt stupid

i always told you not to get into trouble

but this time i got into a really big one ,

nothing to explain about .

but i wanna tell you a big sorry for the times

i treated you badly and left you behind .

i quarreled with you over every small thing

but you never seemed to get really angry with me before .

now tat i am going to be gone for a long time ,

i wanna tell you to take good care of yourself .

never ever follow my footsteps .

when i was down ,

u were there for me .

i hope i could be there for you ,

but there isn't anymore chances .

i hope this can be over soon .

but one thing i really wanna say ,

you have been a great brother .

thanks bro .

Lastly, the sentence is 2 years ,

will you wait for me ?

2008-10-28T00:15:00.008+08:00

to: Kevin ,

Kevin dun worry so much lahhs .

u didnt wan to ton tat day but i keep psycho-ing u .

Sorry for getting u into this deep trouble .

I know i really let you down , but some how i really couldn't be of any help .

During this time since i first knew you to now .

we've got into quite many numbers of problems ,

but we never seemed to give up on each other .

We often got into problems and trouble but ,

our trust and faith in each other never fail to save us .

You tolerated my unreasonable attitudes and the way i treated you ,

you are really my truefounded brother .

When people advise me not to belive in the word ,

'brother' i often not gave a damn .

Cause i am sure that happens only in some cases ,

but not in my case .

Our recent quarrels made me realise ,

how important and wad are the things u did for me ,

u were there when i needed ur help ,

now i will be there for u .

Brother ,

i hope we can continue this brother-ship between me and you ,

til we get old and have children and our children have such bonding too .

Kevin you are a true brother .

i respect u with all my hearts .

Brothers for Life .

it is the 28th of october now ,

time is moving faster and faster .

soon 13 days will pass

i will have to report back to them .

i dun wan to get into any form of trouble .

i dunno why i would go with them .

i dunno why i would join them ,

now i am in this mess .

i dunno why i would call kevin

i'm sorry for creating this mess

i dun feel good about this

everything is in a mess

grr!

why must this happen to me ?

sorry to those whom i have let down .

i am really , sorry ):

2008-10-20T23:58:00.001+08:00

i dunno wad u are thinking ,

maybe it is really my fault ,

but if so , know me so long ,

dunno my wei ren mehhs ?

haiis nevermind .

today is a bad day , thats all i can say

long long time no post

2008-10-19T19:53:00.005+08:00

its been a really long time since i have updated .

in this period of time , many things have happened , quarrels , fights , taijis
and many other things . Would not mention all .
Anyways ppl , i found a job =DDDD
at a achipalang dessert shop ,
dunno how much per hour but
i feel i will be happy working there .
When i get my pay by month i will pay u(ban luck $$) all back ,
sorry for the delays . (:

Went interviewing today ,
seemed stressed and wore shirt and pants
but actually no need de lor
so succesfull (:
the boss quite friendly but a bit hao lian leh ):
dun like , but nevermind (:
anyways have been busy recently
but will update more often (:

photos of the recent times :

this is tat day go fishing den rain . lols (:

this bus ticket very zai , put 60 cent
type out 1 cent . lols (:

my good brother , he is there for me ,
i will be there for him too , BFL (:
btw i was not prepared =D

alrights lahhs , nothing more to blog bout .
post some other times . bye !

haiiz

2008-08-27T19:38:00.001+08:00

dunno who spam my blog . put my family name nvm .
i dun care .

err anyways i put the video on the last post is asking u all go watch and listen .
he sang it LIVE at the 100 Day CountDown to BeiJing Olympics .

NICE RIGHT ?!

2008-08-25T09:05:00.002+08:00

anyone got watch olmypics closing ceremony last night ? =( i missed it haiis . wanna share this video with you all . watch (:

i dunno wad is happening i and my brothers are always quarreling

2008-08-21T11:37:00.003+08:00

i dun care wad happen recently ... but i know many this happened and i very long never blog .
but i wanna tell you suck .
you suck u go eat shit lah . go to hell . idiotics friendless shit . u stay in this world is a insult to the world . seriously u suck . u think u still got people like u but actually THE WHOLE WORLD HATES U ! STOP DISGUSTING THIS WORLD .

talking abt u dirtys my blog . yucks !

please watch this . (:

http://www.betrayer.youarelame.com

2008-06-23T05:51:00.002+08:00

hmms .
today school reopen .
so sian haven't enjoy enough .
haiis now eating waiting for time to past den go school le .
wish everyone good luck in school and dun get into trouble (:

2008-06-09T03:45:00.002+08:00

3RD JUNE
went chalet , had ups and downs .
and realised many things .
haiis , was so dissapointed .
anyways it was fun ,
and joseph made us laugh alot . (:
everyone played cards and had entertainment til around
5 plus when fu hao they all left
and i went to sleep ,
soon the rest also went to sleep . was tired ...

4TH JUNE

woke up in the morning at ard 11:15 ?
saw sk playing psp at a side ,
he ask me go wif him to Plaza Sing , to get smt .
i agreed and went to bathe ,
when i came out of the bath ,
he told me there was a sms saying my granny passed on .
i immediately called my brother and sister to find out .
it was true , so i went to pack up my things ,
withdraw $20 which my mum gave me ,
den took a cab to meet my mum at tampines mall .
afterwards i went home wif her in a cab .
watched everything settled ,
night came ,
as the more relatives came ,
more tears was shed for my granny ,
as she was a great woman in her family in the early days .
as the guests left ,
i realised my dad was the only one there
so i decided to help out and stay the whole night downstairs .

5TH JUNE

morning came ,
and my mum came down ard 6 ?
and my maid came down ard 6:15 - 6 :30 .
so me and my dad went up to sleep ,
when i woke up and wash up ,
i went down and realised my dad didnt sleep at all ...
i ate lunch and help out wif the logicstics .
until ard 4 plus in the afternoon
i went up to get some rest ,
but couldnt , so i played computer games .
til around 6 in the evening i went downstairs ,
and saw most of my family has reached .
so we ate together as there was catered food .
after dinner i brought my 2 little cousins and 2 older cousins
up to my house , at first i was playing game ,
den the younger cousin starting hitting my keyboard and i died ,
so i decided to on tom & jerry for them to watch .
they was quiet and sat still .
ard 8 plus we went downstairs to help serve guests ,
but when the lift arrived at 1st floor ,
we saw the 1st floor a full house ,
we were shocked .
anyways guests came and left ,
and for that night ,
my dad , my 4th uncle , my cousin (the 16 yr old one) , my bro and me
to stay overnight .
my dad wanted to go up and sleep ,
but came down after a while , cause he couldnt sleep .
while my uncle and bro watch there ,
me and my cousin went to shun and chase of near-by cats .
it was fun but very tiring

6TH JUNE

ard 5plus in the morning ,
my bro and me walk wif my cousin to the bus stop
at tampines north primary there ,
to take bus home .
when he boarded the bus ,
me and my bro walked back to the wake .
after we saw my mum downstairs
we went back upstairs .
bathed and slept .
my maid woke my up ,
i realised it was lunch time .
when i went downstairs for my lunch ,
i realised my dad didnt sleep again .
served guests .
and received a call from my bro , nicolas .
met him and we chat .
til ard 5 plus
he went off , i hope he is fine .
den i went down for dinner again ,
catered food again ,
after i ate finish ,
i received a call from him again ,
met him and pei him eat ,
after which i went back to the wake .
guests came again
and there was prayer for the night ,
the testimony which my granduncles
gave was very touching .
when all the guests left ,
my 2 sisters , my 2 cousins , my bro , my maid and me
walked to the central interchange
to eat mac ,
my 2nd sister treat all of us to eat mac .
after which ,
we walked back to the wake
we reached back at ard 1 plus and
was awaiting a granduncle of my
who would be flying back from canada .
he reached soon
and they caught up wif each other .
and left soon after .
and for the night there was
my 1st uncle , my 2 cousins (1 is my age , other is 16 ) , my bro , my dad and me .
in the middle of night like 2 plus ,
some of my dad friends came and talked at the back ,
while me and my 2 cousins my bro watched , my 1st uncle was sleeping .
so at 4 plus , my 15 yr old cousin
who watched the whole night was sleepy ,
so we decied to go up together ,
and i woke my uncle up and said u take over .
i think he was angry as he didnt talk to me after tat .
but who cares ?
we went up den my bro and 15yr old cousin
went to sleep while me and my 16yr old cousins
played computer .
soon we all fell asleep .
at 6:30
i woke up , and saw my 2 cousins wasnt there .
so i went back to sleep .

7TH JUNE

i woke up at 11 plus ,
and went down for lunch again .
and played tom & jerry for young cousins again .
and it was evening again .
we went downstairs for dinner
and waileong called me .
we chat for a while and hung up .
den guests came and we went to serve them .
while the night very soon arrived
and we had prayers .
den heard another testimony ,
very touching again .
and there was suddenly a big group of men at the back ,
all my dad friends .
they went to kia lie .
i was surprised the amount of respect
gangsters give to the dead was alot
guests left and alot of them also left .
for the night ,
there was alot of my dad friends .
and my 4th uncle and me and my bro .
we gambled at the back .
at first i won until like $40 plus
den play wad bakala
i lose all .
but i think it is okay cause just like pass time.
and i only lost at most $50 .
they were playing in hundreds
and the highest bet i heard was like 1.5k ?
and huge stacks of $50 was on the table .
i hear my dad shout amount like free free one .
den i help him open card , also hands temble .
but luckily win (:
that was $500 (:

8TH JUNE

FUNNERAL DAY
alot of people came .
and things happened .
but luckily it is over
went to mandai .
lots of tears were shed .
haiis , everything is over .
and my granny is at least no longer suffering anymore .
later i going to pick ashes .

thats all , my hands also tired le .
bye~

2008-05-30T22:19:00.002+08:00

hmm been very busy ,
went to Wild Wild Wet ,
did Ice cream jobs .

and the most importantly ...
fever being my best friend now ,
visiting me every now and then ,

the fever is making me weak and i feel tat there is more to it then fever ....
DDDDDDD;

2008-05-25T22:59:00.002+08:00

hahas just woke up ...
i spent my past 3D2N at a church retreat .

during the talks , no doubt it was bored .
but we had fun , talking , scolding , disturbing .

lols . there was this attention seeking boy
who kept on seeking attention and irritating me and joey .
he told us there was a rumour , dun spread . (=.= rumours are meant to be spread)
he said alot of ppl cant sleep cuz got sounds of knocking , they feel it is spirits .
den i ask him is it 6th floor ? he said ya . i laugh non - stop .
cuz that night i knock many doors as i walked pass the rooms ! hahas xD

lols .
and there was this bitch .who kept staring at one of my friend .
we all tot she like him .
but she was damn bitchy lah .
as everyone knows me , i laugh at everything .
she scolded me as soon as my friend left me .
lols so act gangster .

The Conversation :

The bitch : eh u join gang ah ?
me : why ?
The bitch : u walk like gangster , ppl praying u laugh wad laugh .
me : everyone knows i laugh at everything la hor .
The bitch : ppl crying u laugh wad ? i am a catholic , i drink and smoke and i respect god .
my friend : kanina lah . bona wo men zou la .

later in front of my friend ....

The bitch : next time dun be so rude okay ? ( in act cute manner)

LOLS WAD A BITCH RIGHT ?

respect god she open her legs so big like wad ?
girl leh ! even wear a cover every thing suit also close ur legs lah .
open the legs big big and shake .

at at the time we wan to take our bags and go ,
i disturb her .

me : i am a catholic i drink and smoke . i respect god but i open my legs big big !
me : i am a catholic i drink and smoke . i respect god but i open my legs big big !
me : i am a catholic i drink and smoke . i respect god but i open my legs big big !
me : i am a catholic i drink and smoke . i respect god but i open my legs big big !
me : i am a catholic i drink and smoke . i respect god but i open my legs big big !
me : i am a catholic i drink and smoke . i respect god but i open my legs big big !

after i said this around like 6 times . she answered .

The Bitch : ya , i take drugs too .

WTH
u take open leg drug ah ? lols

dun wan say her liaos ,
Destroying My Blog .
hahas .

thats all .

2008-05-14T00:56:00.002+08:00

Sorry guys ,

its my fault . i shouldnt have been so busybody .
i know whatever i do now wouldn't help .
so lets all calm down and let me really changed
before being with you guys again .

nothing can replace the time we shared together ,

badminton at TP West CC
skipping school to go swimming ,
basketball at 288 and 450
smoking in every single corner
troubles we faced together .
Outram park HSA taiji .
taking memorable photos together .
going to hospital seeing each other's relative
slacking together .
escape theme parks .
pasir ris park ,
using the sand to make the word BFL
celebrating numerous birthdays
going to shop together
playing with all the leftover food
talking about everything under the sun ,
going to chalets , staying over-night ,
punishments we faced together .
caring about each other when one another is hurt ,
chasing after cats in the middle of the night ,
and playing through the night .

We had almost every kind of fun , and i cherished it deep inside my heart . I'm sorry for saying
i could give up BFL for a girl , i realised i couldn't . Its all just too late , sorry guys . Please just get me , this useless dog out of your lives . i will only be with you guys again when i have forgiven myself , even if you guys forgive me ....

This words are forever locked in my heart , no matter where i would be ,
' BrothersForLife ' 288BrotherHooD ' Long's body parts '

- Nicolas - my long tou , sorry for the disrespect i showed you more than once .

- Dickson - my tanker , sorry for the guai lan i always showed you .

- Gifferson - my listening ear , sorry for the mischeif i always does .

- Xin Chye - my same-class-bro , sorry for the lanjiao attitude i always gave you all .

- Bao ren - my bun , sorry for the very guai lan moments i gave you .

- Joseph - my cake -war-enemy , sorry for the noisy moments i created which irritated you .-

- Jordan - my MIA-boi , sorry for the times i scolded you for not coming out despite getting the facts right .

- Suriya - my little fighter , sorry for the times i was very guai lan towards you .

- Kelvin Poon , my ah-poon , sorry for the times i disturbed your sister on the phone .

- Roy , my basketball pro , sorry for always kaobei making you irritated .

-Wai Leong , my fei mao , sorry for the times i made you want to go home .

-Gary , my EMO , sorry for that time playing with your mum's name .

Guys , i know what i owe you guys cant be finish in this post but i will pay you guys back what i owe to you guys . Sorry . This is the only thing i can say .

2008-05-12T20:25:00.002+08:00

today 's activities was supposed to be fun ,
as we planned to go to escape .
but it wasn't opened ! nvm ...

went to eHUB!
me , dickson , suriya , joseph, giff + jasmine
kup money to top up arcade card
and had lots of fun .
after tat everything was bored ....
so i suriya and joseph
went to joseph hse slack , eat our packed food from DTE foodcourt .

den Jordan dua us again . sua ...
who knows i quarrel with the bro ,
whom i trust would really die for me .

haiis i dunno man !

i hope everything would be fine .

2008-05-09T10:59:00.002+08:00

eyebags are appearing ....
been sleeping late these days .
slacking away every night .
i so tired.

today , supposed to go escape , but nick changed his mind last min ,
bro,
i know the reason , dun lie to us D; its fine
i understand how u feel . dun worry .

i dunno why have u been these days
quite attitude towards me .
i know many things have happened ,
but its alright
as long as u are fine with it ,
so be it . D;
as long as u are happy ,
i am happy
D;

2008-05-04T02:29:00.002+08:00

just reach home
i'm so tired shud be gg sleep soon !
take care !

2008-05-01T08:42:00.002+08:00

We BFL won't entertain such childish and stupid behaviour .

PBT !

Who have more foes , who should know .

Grow up !

-At least our thinking is more mature than u .

-At least we have less foes than u .

-At least we are more reasonable .

-At least we dun spoil our friend's birthday .

-At least we dun make our friends angry the moment they see us .

by : Bona & Giff

BFL PBT !!

2008-04-30T21:33:00.003+08:00

THANKS BROTHERS FOR STANDING AS ONE .

BFL HUAT ARHHS !

tml gg swimming with my BFL brothers . hope we will enjoy it !!

FRIDAY everyone please rmb . joseph has been nice to us . lets remember him !

2008-04-27T15:52:00.002+08:00

ahhhhs ...

ton-ed at chalet for 2 nights quite tired .
when i was going on today , i even missed the bus stop and was sleeping til i woke up at geylang lor 27 =.= walk far far for the bus .
haii !!

things happened at the chalet . bad and good .
sorry joseph if ur birthday was ruined ,
but i hoped u enjoyed urself .

sorry again for not being at the chalet when u all cut cake last night .
i was doing important things .

To all my brothers : lets work hard towards a strong bonded and united BFL !

byebye i go sleep lerhhs .

2008-04-24T17:46:00.003+08:00

i am sorry for wad i done yesterday .
i told 'him' something u told me and told me not to tell others ..
actually today i already wanted to tell u tat i told 'him' .
but i didnt have the chance .
i am so sorry .
could u not be angry ?
i was sad when i saw you shed tears and walk away while i was talking to you .
DDD;
but this things are not of use now already .
but i still wan to clarify tat 'he' didnt say out .

no matter wad i still wan to tell u , these words
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but no matter how many sorrys i say now wont help ,

but i still wan to tell u sorry .

it was just a misunderstanding .

could u belive 'his' innocence ?

could you forgive me ?

2008-04-19T10:31:00.001+08:00

FINALLY !!!

DONE !! JUST WAITING FOR JOSEPH ONLY .... =.=

HIA DI WANSUI ~ !!

LAST SLOT FOR JOSEPH (:

2008-04-18T18:32:00.002+08:00

lols hahas magdelene .
rmb save $$ hor .
i really wan to make it happen (:
hahas .

i know this song very long le ,
but i only heard it few days back . =.=
lols . (:

JING YI , GIFFERSON , DICKSON , XINCHYE

stopping sotting me pls );

find a new target ... );

2008-04-17T20:32:00.003+08:00

FED UP !

Gifferson and Dickson !
-i will remember u all for the things u done in the hall today .
I really BWG !!

-and btw , is really a sentence of :"giff , well done very nice " and laughing at the empty tv crazy ?

-i dunno why i keep getting sot by it .
haiis !

-(: lols . jordan and me disturb ah meng . (:

BROTHER WAN SUI ~ !!

-some bloody bastard ccb wan steal wallet .
knn got hand got leg can run so fast some more go and work lahhs !

-btw my bro , i really hope u are fine ,
when i heard ur voice last night ,
i was really worried .

-i will pray for things for you and your love ones ,
to be fine , belive me ...

~ my right index finger and the palm there ,
~very pain , but its alright ...
~ kena by the spikes
~dunno how i scared the rust go in , ):
~and if i didnt take the tetanus injection ....
~but its okay ...

2008-04-16T20:32:00.002+08:00

=.=
today in school i tio sot wif the meh meh thing and the johnny thing .
after school slack also tio .
haiis

so bored !!

Hmms btw magdalene !! put nicer comments please (:

nth to say lerhhs ...
byebye !!

2008-04-07T16:41:00.002+08:00

lols been busy (:

saturday ... go orchad wif dy they all and wh they all ...
so bored =.= go lido . eat finish , smoke , den STUDY =.=
i nv study lahhs . i see dy study .. hmms like serious .
den a while change place , a while pack and lets go . lols
den we choosing btwn cine , far east and taka . went to cine
walk ... so long den half way wei hong and suriya walk so in front !
luckily they walk back and found us . hahas cuz dy go buy things den long queue .
hahas . den got some tourist taking photos , lols hubert go disturb . den later at very in front
we meet them again . this time they ask hubert take photo wif them . lols !
den reach cine . take escalator go up play arcade . cheat my money de =.=
the daytona . i play wif jordan . he put money in , 3-5mins later den okay .
my although straight start , the view is =.= view sky i try other view .
also same ! den suddenly when view okay le =.= game over . lols !
quarrel wif the auntie kena scolded =.= so angry !!
den enuff of arcade and pool when we gg down the escalator ,
lols . i was like taking photos of the spiderman . lols
den went out of the building for a cig .
when finish smoking suddenly drizzle . den the gals damn fast lahs!
suddenly MIA . lols
den we go to Meritus Madarin hotel and take cab to bugis
all gather there =.=
go up cab $2.80 [$4.45] $4.45 for the booking . =.=
den go everyone in the cab kaobei-ing . cuz jump very fast hor ..
den i saw the ERP thing . i said go out sure +2 /3 dollars
den never . lols i damn pai seh SUA !
but when reach suddenly +$1 . so i said that is the ERP (: hahas .
lols reach there go eat finish 1 plate of rice the gals wan go hme =.=
so we also go . they go hme we go to take bus 12
wait ... wait ... wait ... wait ...
finally 1 come .
we chiong and sqeeze in . hahas
den can le we all at the door there ...
after 3/4 stops
got a 40-50 yr old man wan go out .
the door open ah poon feet got stuck pain liaos . lols
he at there kaobei .
den the old man go down ...
when the driver close the door .
it jammed the old man feet and hand .
i shout to the driver den he open door .
LOLS!! ah poon feet stuck again .
den the old man got down
and gan gan gan den kick the door .
the impact tio ah poon feet cuz it still stuck there .
LOL ! LOL ! LOL !
den when the bus started moving they all wave byebye to the uncle
lols . (: the uncle looks damn cute (:
... i keep laughing very loudly .
den dy said dun so loud . this bus not ur dad buy .
i diam diam [controling my laughter]
hahas
.... .... ... dy ans a phone call or he called some one ..
SHOUT LOUDER DEN ME !! HAHAS .
den i guai lan eh dy dun so loud this bus not ur dad buy de ...
he said :" i have decided to buy this bus "
lols ...
dunno why suddenly dickson guai lan wif him
he said to dickson u guai lan some more next time
the BUS STOPPING sign is not that is ur face .
everyone was laughing ! HAHAS ! (:
after tat when we alighted . when to T-mart .
watch them play dota . =.=
can sleep hao bu hao ?
den play finish most of them leave some of us behing talking ...
hahas den after tat take cab wif dy and jordan go home (:
reach home almost 1am =.=
...................................................... sleeping ........................................................................zzzz.....................

sunday .
morning go market wif my mum . eat breakfast .
after tat wan go church , nick ask me go simei meet him .
i wait at bus stop for damn long .
when 38 come . i wan board le , saw a person playing like nick .
i walk there , it is !
hahas . apparently he called my hse but i was bathing
lols !
den slack slack
wait for dy so long de =.=
finally he come , hubert also come le .
den we go to 201 mac .
slack there watch them play laptop ...
after tat ... go t-mart again !
watch them play ... until 11+ go in cab wif dy , kel , hubert .
i raech home 11:15
den watch wisely until 1am
go sleep =.=
..................................................... deep in thoughts.....................................................

wake up ... at 6:50 ... fast fast bath den go sch le .... lols
go mama shop saw richard kwan
lols .
hahas wait for him go . smoke abit den go sch le .
hahas (:

nth to type about le . and hands very tired lerhhs (:
so ...

THE END (:

2008-04-04T18:10:00.002+08:00

after all the feng feng yu yu ... everything's finally over (:
(: i belive tml will be a better day (:
tml gg town ... (:

bleahs bleahs
today very funny ... chemistry lesson alflain keep on disturbing amirah ... hahas (:
den after sch dengyuan study !! (:
so happy to see tat almost everyone has learn the right direction in life (:
but .. i sort of haven yet ... hmms
will find it soon (:

BYEBYE (:

2008-04-03T20:52:00.003+08:00

so boring ... ~ !! haiis ytd my class got 1 siao cb ki tao hong sia ... fa shen jing ... zzz ... den kpkb we all go stop him ... actually dun wan go cuz just come back ... den he knn like wan beat swee kheng or xin chye like tat den we all go stop him at the wall ... alflain take the chance come punch his face =.= ... zzz .. luckily we never tio case ..

den today ... hmm same life ... (: just so bored !! i pon PE go to recess find nick den after a big mess i had to eat a bowl of mee soto wif SUPER alot of chilli ... sibei hot arhhs !! ... den we go basketball court slack slack den go back class do the wad poison gas thing lahhs . i kena paste the tape many times =.= ... den everything like normal lahhs after sch =.= (: bleahsbleahs

btw ... nick thanks for viewing and chatting in the cbox (:
hia di wan sui ~!
i will not forget the whole night we bbq , chase cats , walked the swan area and take KC camp for cats . (:
thats all ..

BYEBYE (:

2008-04-02T15:24:00.003+08:00

just edit my old photo using photoshop (:

posting it here (: lalas !

give me ur comments (:

2008-03-31T15:37:00.002+08:00

bleahs !! (:

here again (:
school was like normal just tat many of my classmates came telling me :"hello bona , back arhhs ..?"
hahas ... den i tried to concentrate .. physics i did , social studies i did ... chinese 50% ... but after recess ... hahas ... talking all the way !! .. haiix nid to work on that ... anyway .. den zh had a piece of dark chocolate(bitter de) den at first trick me to eat i dun wan .. den after tat we all keep on tricking jesseriah into eatting .. hahas after long time den he eat ... i xi sheng many times before he eat okays ?! gahhs !! so bitter ... den at that time SOMEONE very guai lan ask me wad flavor cake i like to eat .. i tot wahhs so good ..? den i said mango , choco truffle and oreo cheese . guess wad the person said ? i dunno how to make mango and oreo cheese . but chocolate i know .. den i said toilet? replied to me :" inside got alot (den hand on stomach) ... " !! gahh!! den last period ... i ans a question i also dunno abt wad de .. but i saw ans on book ... den correct (: i get a strawberry lollipop (: ... wakaka .. den when lesson finished .. on my way out i received a lollipop ....(: so happy got 2 lollipops (: ... wakaka .. anyways back home (:

wish tat tml i will conccentrate more (:
ByeBye (:

2008-03-30T12:05:00.002+08:00

(: back ...

actually nothing to post ... but tat jordan ..!! keep on asking ppl update (: ...
anyways in this post i wan to thank jasmine for help me make nice nice (:
and also LINK ME !! GARHHS !!

HAHAS !!
WEE ~!!
tml go back sch le ... miss my classmates , some teachers and my seat !!
really excited (:

thats all ... hope more events happen in my life , but must good things (: den i got more things to post (:

BYEBYE (:

MY FIRST POST :DDD give some support lehh!! :D

2008-03-28T16:49:00.000+08:00

after viewing many blogs ..
i have decided to make one myself :D

my story of the day ..

after being at home for a week ..
i have realised many things ..
what freedom is ...
what respect is ...
how important it is to cherish the time i spent wif my friends , my brothers ...
but lucky it is not too late yet (:
i even miss the times my teacher scold me in sch!!
... ... ... ... ... ...
anyways i so bored at home !!
lucky monday i can go back sch le ...
+ today i went for haircut for sch standard..
+ fate doesnt allow me to go to the ...
---- i am totally saddend .. =((

but the thought of me going back to sch fills me wif joy (:(:(:

that's all for today ...

BYEBYE (: